Feb 11 2011

just start typing.

why. is. it. so. HARD?

is it fear?  is it… ummm — fear?  i can’t think of any other reasons – so, i’m going with fear.

• maybe  i won’t have anything to say;
• maybe what i do say will come out in-concise, uninspired, disinteresting ribblish;
• maybe it will consume me;
• maybe it won’t consume me;
• maybe no one will read;
• maybe someone will read;
• maybe lots of someones will read.

foolishnotions has sat unattended bearing the lame header, definition in progress for a looong time.  i stopped writing for whatever reasons but, i’ve come to find out i need to write. i need to write… for me. it’s what i do. and, i suspect the content i feared had gone so completely askew was less an issue of focus and more of purpose.  i stopped being true to me.

so, i’m back – for love of creativity and expression.  which means i’m not gonna attempt the least little bit of focus or consistency.  so, if you’re a church leader or a triathlete, a designer, photographer, poet or lover of those people you live with (…that’s your family…)  you may find something here to relate to…

————- >> or not.
————————– >> tomorrow.
————————————— >> or, maybe next week.
——————————————————– >> whenever the Spirit blows me.

and, no – i will not use proper capitalization.  the shift key slows me down and capital letters are boring. lowercase letters are simply more beautiful.

and, yes…. i use creative punctuation.

and, i probably will invent a word or eighteen… because there aren’t really enough words in the world to get the job done right.

and, i really, realllly, overuse the word really.   you should really get used to that.

and, i promise i’m gonna try to stop starting my sentences with conjunctions now, because it drives me nuts.

still there?
hello?
that’s alright.  it’s probably better y’all catch on later than sooner.

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