why. is. it. so. HARD?
is it fear? is it… ummm — fear? i can’t think of any other reasons – so, i’m going with fear.
• maybe i won’t have anything to say;
• maybe what i do say will come out in-concise, uninspired, disinteresting ribblish;
• maybe it will consume me;
• maybe it won’t consume me;
• maybe no one will read;
• maybe someone will read;
• maybe lots of someones will read.
foolishnotions has sat unattended bearing the lame header, definition in progress for a looong time. i stopped writing for whatever reasons but, i’ve come to find out i need to write. i need to write… for me. it’s what i do. and, i suspect the content i feared had gone so completely askew was less an issue of focus and more of purpose. i stopped being true to me.
so, i’m back – for love of creativity and expression. which means i’m not gonna attempt the least little bit of focus or consistency. so, if you’re a church leader or a triathlete, a designer, photographer, poet or lover of those people you live with (…that’s your family…) you may find something here to relate to…
————- >> or not.
————————– >> tomorrow.
————————————— >> or, maybe next week.
——————————————————– >> whenever the Spirit blows me.
and, no – i will not use proper capitalization. the shift key slows me down and capital letters are boring. lowercase letters are simply more beautiful.
and, yes…. i use creative punctuation.
and, i probably will invent a word or eighteen… because there aren’t really enough words in the world to get the job done right.
and, i really, realllly, overuse the word really. you should really get used to that.
and, i promise i’m gonna try to stop starting my sentences with conjunctions now, because it drives me nuts.
that’s alright. it’s probably better y’all catch on later than sooner.